Thanksgiving

Ahh its so weird this yr to have Thanksgiving and my kids weren't here. I missed them being there with me and the family. I was a little depressed Thanksgiving but i ended up having a pretty good day. I had some good laughs at moms, specially when we were taking sum pics..Some funny stuff. Had some really good food and was majorly stuffed lol..I had some friends come over when I got home so that was nice to cause then I want alone. It was hard being alone this yr without that special someone but I'm OK. Also I'm trying to not smoke n well so far I'm not doing bad i just hope that I don't give in again. The kids will be home Sunday n I'm going to have my own dinner with them n let them decorate the tree and all that good stuff so maybe they will be happy then. They are at their dads rite now n Andrea wants to some home so bad. But anyways I cant wait to get the tree up n the decorations n make it look pretty in here.